Determination

Lately I've been feeling rather unproductive, not just in my studies but other things as well like chores etc. The main reason for this can be explained by my addiction to TV shows. One episode after another, I still find myself starring in front of the computer screen and not my textbooks.

So today, as I'm writing this new entry on my much abandoned blog. I want to remind myself of the things in life that inspires me. The things are listed following:
* getting better at my piano skills
* improve acadamically
* draw "Whiskers and Friends" and post on DA
* revise my principals and enacts them
* diciplines, organized, use time wisely...
* write again when you come up with other

I MUST CONQUERE THE LAZINESS IN ME!!!..... lol xD

Stabilo Uni Competition Winner!

Checking my email this morning and received an astonishing email!

CONGRATULATION

Winner of Stabilo Shoe Design Uni Competition!!!

Though I must recognise the effort I put into it

but I think lucky plays a role as well

A BIG Thank You to Stabilo

This email will make the rest of my day a wonderful one.

Kyabje Choden Rinpoche's Blessing

Received teaching and blessings from Kyabje Choden Rinpoche

I'm very blessed and lucky indeed

<3

Happy Easter Sunday

Colourful baby chicks
It's hard to believe that they are REAL!

It's so cute

but I can't imagine what happen when they grow up

Melt in cuteness
I seriously want to hold one in my hands now!




Time flies... a quarter of the year has passed
we're now left with 75% of 2012 year

I am having my mid semester break
Sheer joy and yet I need to accomplish something
to make this week worthwhile

I'm going under a mission at this very moment as we speak
a mission seeking to witness my hardwork come to fruition

needless to say, I need to put in more effort...

Anyway... colourful eggs...

Happy Easter Sunday everyone

Hmm... kinda pointless entry,

but wishing you well doesnt seems so, right? ;)

Autumn

I am swell with happiness as autumn breeze made its way across this plain. Summer has been treating me well, but change is always good, if one has a positive attitude towards impermanence. A Buddhism teaching once taught me that the concept of change is a part of life, stagnant merely implies resistance to change but it will be overruled by the flow of time which vividly indicates nothing stops, and nothing will be the same forever. So why hate changes when it's part of life? When you can't change the unchangeable, embrace it, accept it and grow to learn to love it. It is futile to haggle with inevitable conditions.

Welcome once again, Autumn. I missed your presence last year. It is all in the past now and I will definitely enjoy your company this year, at this very moment. Please find and show me some warmth within your heart, despite all the cool facade you appeared to be. One day, I'm sure our relationship will blossom into something amazing. Thereon, I won't hesitate to narrates my adventures and discoveries through the journey I travel thus far.

Now I'll share an impromptu poem (of what I can create this moment)

Season may change

Winter to spring

Saying good bye is never fun

I enjoyed Summers warmth

I felt Autumn embrace

So I welcome his change

Of spring to autumn

Welcoming you with a bright smile

I hope to renew our friendship

I felt Autumn sincere embrace

Hope you like it and wishing you well
:)

Dalai-Lama

The Well Respected World Leader

Dalai-Lama

Dalai Lama, one of the most iconic spiritual being stepped out of the deep mountains in Tibet to share his wise words and wisdom to the world. A very fesinating person as I watched the Dalai Lama, his character never cease to astonish me. There is this kind and pleasant aura emitting from him, what's more is his vibrant and colourful attitude. No doubt people just love being around him, and likewise people that he attracts are very blessed having that karma to meet him.

People may refer him as an enigmatic character, while others comprehend his way of teaching and how he led his life. Regardless how one percieve the Dalai Lama, his abundant sincerity and generosity gestures speaks for itself.

Deep down in my heart, I know, if I ever get that golden opportunity to meet the Dalai Lama in person, I will lost of words and just stare at him like I have fallen in this unimaginable dream and delusion. Nevertheless, in an ecstatic of delight just being near his present.

Angela Aki - Moment of Rejoice

Seperation doesn't necessary denotes the express of lack of love and compasion. Basically we just went our seperate ways and fortunate enough to have met you again when we cross path. It feels like time passes so fast that it feels like just yesterday I have the pleasure of being introduced to you and enjoying your music. While the gap between present and past evident of our aging relationship, the journey we both take has bring us many experience and make us into a wiser person.

Listening back to your music tkaes me back to a nostalgia moment in my life. Precious as a gem when memories are full of lovely memories and event of trying times. Ahh... I am thankful for you being part of my past and still greatful today. So let me raise my glass of gratitude while you continue your wonderful creation of music. Let's rejoice this very special moment that we both established.

For Forgiveness

Forgiveness doesn't change the past

But it brightens the future

This is very true, what is done is done, you can't change history, so there's no point in dwelling on the past but to learn to forgive and change ourselves for the better. After watching this video, I have to say that I miss Malaysia so much!!! It really hits home by watching this clip. Would love to take the teh tarik offer. :)

Have a great day

New Semester Drama!

Every year and every time when a new semester begins, I have these great anxiety and nervousness of whats possibilities lies ahead of me. Thinking about it makes me realize I'm not that confident as I thought I was. This aches me lot in times like this. Thinking of the qualities of my character that I possess and the qualities that I wish I have every time I see my idols and role models appear on television, it sparks up this driving force of desire inside me to never give up in building, developing and improve myself.

In some occasion I really hate one thing about myself! and it is that negative thinking circulating round and round inside my head. How I wish it would just disappear forever! Such negative thoughts are often the reasons for the frown appearance that you normally spot in public where people wear them on the facade, depression feelings or emo moments! Whenever I see how a child or someone, anybody that is younger than me that have achieved so much more than me, the negative feeling just makes me envy them! Whilst I really wish I could be happier for that person. However, the truth is I AM!

A show once taught me some noble values of how to able to love yourself! The saying metaphor goes like this: everyone in this world is a rice dumpling, behind them are the ingredient that is placed on them which defines what type of dumpling you are. They are ingredient of many shapes, sizes and colours, and of course the best to have is the purple plum. In the front, like as if we see in a mirror reflection of ourselves, we only able to see ourselves as a plain white rice dumpling. And because other people fillings are placed on their backs, we sometimes only notice the good qualities of other people and not see it in one self. This make us thinking that we are not as fortunate as others! Little did we know, the qualities that we envy the most is the very own quality that we already have on our backs! Its just... sometimes that it is hard for us to notice them!

This saying holds many insightful meaning to everyone, I hope. It teaches us to stay positive ad its pretty much the thing I really need at times of turning point like this. "A turn is not the end of a road, unless you fail to make a turn!" I really hope those people who is in the same situation like me are able to find something to love about yourself! All the admirable qualities are inside you and always will be, and that light inside you, it cannot be taken away by anyone!

May you blessed with infinite happiness :)
KH

Come What May~ Gotta Love This!

One of my favourite movie and song of all time!

Moulin Rouge

Ewan Macgregor/nicole Kidman - Come What May Lyrics

Never knew I could feel like this
Like Ive never seen the sky before
I want to vanish inside your kiss
Every day Im loving you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change, winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus:
Come what may
Come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesnt't't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you
And there's no mountain too high
No river too wide
Sing out this song I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather
And stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Chorus

Oh, come what may, come what may
I will love you, I will love you
Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place

Chorus

Study Break SP2 2010

The break that I've been longing has almost come to an end. Didn't go any places though, but somewhat I'm quite happy about it, as the time I spend at home getting to know about my interesting housemates from many different yet exciting walks of life. It's quite an experience, I think it's merely because our topics are not all general, but somewhat personal which really brought the gap closer!

Just the other day, I've met 2 of my housemate' nieces, whom came to Adelaide for a 2 week vacation. It was at night when I was in the kitchen preparing dinner, the closed door besides me opened and came to sight of 2 unfamiliar faces! I thought they are new tenants of the place and that's how the conversation begin. First, came the name, the happenings, and we eventually move on our discussion to our family roots. This is the point where it really amaze me, when I learned that they are actually half Chinese! As he conversation goes on and on, we eventually strikes a topics on our Chinese names as well.

I've learned something about Thailand! Is that they have their long school breaks on March - May, approx of 3 months! That explains much regarding the students with uniforms walking on the streets while we're having a holiday in Bangkok last year.

The best moment of that night was when I offered them fruits after dinner. Apparently they unheard of honeydew! It is my childhood fav' fruits in the whole wide world, and they took the courage and take a bite of a piece of fruit that they unheard of. They first response after taking a taste of it was a rather sweet response. They even considering of making this newly acknowledged honeydew as their fav' fruit. With a smile of my face, bearing to laughter, my thoughts told me, generous gesture often followed by positive results, like how sweet things always put a smile on kid's faces.

It's a fine day to end with. =)

Woah~!

Woah... this blog is partially dead hahaha...

Sorry for not keeping this blog updated, and yes, I am apologising to my blog not to my viewers erhmm.. :P

Hmmm... I'll "try", emphasizing - TRY to keep my blog up to date. =)

Well, I have a peer review essay to write so - bye!

Feel The Swine Flu

Hi,

So, I finally done with my finals, and I've been away to Melbourne for my mid-holidays, so that pretty much explains my absence from blogging. Before our departure there is much of a debate whether to proceed with our plan or not, so to make sure we are safe from the epidemic swin flu, we try to optimise our safety measures, me and my friends actually bought a couple of N95 mask and lots and lots of hand sanitizer.

And guess what? After the trip, I used less than 20ml of hand sanitizer out of the 200ml bottle and erhmm... 2 unused mask still in my backpack! Swin flu? what swin flu? when I set foot in Melbourne, citizens resume their lifestyle typically as always, the whole Melbourne city, no one actually wear masks! So yes, I'm still that happy healthy boy from before. ;)

Well... I'll include some photos from my Melbourne trip the next time I blog. Melbourne is a great city, lots of things to shop, especially FOOD! lotsa variety! and I apologize to my friends who have to watch my scoffing down food.

*back watching anime*

Hope you all are well and have a fantastic week x ends ;D

Joe Jonas Single Ladies Dance

Argh, I can't believe I just watched the whole bloody clip of Joe Jonas Single Ladies Dance! It was hilarious and scary at the same time - what awkwardness!

If you don't wanna watch it, turn back now! hit the "x" button!

You know how hard it is to UNSEE things~????
Anyway, enjoy it ;D



I know I know... I'll start doing a proper post after my finals
till then, hope you're all well and have a great week x ends =D

p/s: I think JB owes the world an apology!

Thank You!

Hi,

I have a blast at the very last 5 minutes of my birthday last night. Thanks for the delicious marble cake guys, didn't expect a celebration to happen so late at night LOL.

A shout out to all those who wishes me on my birthday,
a very big thank you to you guys
I really appreciate all of them and I replied and thanked you but I feel like its not enough so I've to thank you guys once more here =')

And also a shout out to my family, thank you for the lovely birthday card, its just lovely to know how much you all care ;D

Hope you all are well and have a great week x end~
<3

Sleazy, Yeah Right!

Two original very CUTE bears followed me home today and 5 pretty kimono girls with 1 of them doubled the size of the others, and she shall be named "mistress"---!

Hi

Okay, this is gonna be another random blog entry, as you all can see Im pretty lazy at the moment, sorry guys.

Good news, I just finished all my assignments for this semester woohoo, *sweeps burden off shoulders*. Yeah, all my assignments are pretty much out of the way now, so glad, but that means finals are drawing closer =.="

Ermmm....

*change topic*

Yeay, last Friday right after I submitted my final assignment, it was resident evil marathon time. Watched the whole 3 episodes with my friends! Ahah, what a freaking scary movie to watch to celebrate for the night!

I brought with me Bear-chan and a fluffy pillow to cover those shyty scene, you know, those scene when zombies pop out of no where when you least expected. Yeap, that is me, this is me being the coward chicken! Story of my life, serious! Whenever I sense something is about to happen to the character in play, I'll always turn my face off the screen, to make sure my eyes don't have this directly connection to whatever biting, slaughtering happen on screen.

Yeap, thats how a coward I am. hmmm....

Hope you're all well!
Sleazy, yeah =D

Greeting Cards

Sorry guys for not updating my blog. Has been busy with uni work! Hectic, hectic, yes thats the word best to describe my current circumstances.

Hi,

As you all know, Mother's Day was last week and the week before I went shopping for Mother's Day card, like all good "mama's" boy do. The strangest thing you would see in the greeting cards section is they would have categorised their cards in many redundant ways...

Like... Happy Mother's Day card "FROM SON" category, "FROM DAUGHTER", "FROM YOUNGER SON", "FROM YOUNGER DAUGHTER", "FROM ELDER SON"... etc

then they have sub-categories for that tooo! like "humorous", "sweet", "blank".... etc
Hmmm... to me I think Im a sweet kind of person, then again, Im also a little humorous (the lame-kind) at times too.

It's just so hard to pick the right card when you're given range of options and you find yourself fit in at every sub-category. What happen to a simple and meaningful phrases??? Besides the jokes written on the cards in the humorous category - NOT FUNNY AT ALL!

I don''t know, maybe it's just me, maybe its because this is my first time in a long time since my last greeting cards shopping. But still I think its weird to have soooo many unnecessary categories. They should have labeled it an "AWESOME" aisle and be done with it =D

Okay, I better stop here, this is just my random rant about greeting cards. Blah!

Hope you're all well ;D

A Day At German Hahndorf & Hahndorf Farm Barn

Hi, is me!

Today, me would like to share a day me and my fallow friends spent in a farm! Yeah, I know it sounds boring, but hell we had lotta fun. It was an early Thursday morning, where the wind was horrible, rain keeps falling and no sunlight at all for the whole day! Anyway, regardless of the wacky weather that day, we are not feeling under the weather at all, we don't hesitate and still took bus 864F to the farm! =D

These photos are not in sequence of the happenings during the day! Lazy to rearrange it, I even lazy to upload more!

My cuddling this very cute bunny rabbit! Awww...
Reminds me of the rabbit I saw in Bambie!

The rabbit I'm holding is kinda fragile, I can feel its heart beating on my palm! Feels like I can break it easily, if I super not careful =.=

Feeding the kangaroo!!!!
There's only 2 kangaroos that are hungry, others just keep hopping around!


we take turns to Milk the Cow! =D
Fast fact: 1 cow can produce 8 litre of milk a day!

Sheeps aren't as gentle as you think!
They are aggressive!!! After Micheal Farmer passed me the bottle of milk this, THIS particular sheep I'm feeding right now use it head to bang my knees! wtf!

Luckily, they are HERBIVORES! or not I'll be doom in that fence with it =.="

Mei feeding another kawaii creature! Called guinea pigs! =D

Bye-Bye Moo Moo Cows!
See you for dinner, wtf!

Meet Merino and Duffolk
I think that's the name of the species and the one in inverted comer is their given name.

Chickens!! =D

After the farm, while waiting for the bus at this deserted bus stop outside a plain piece of grass land, the wind was damn wacky! and it drizzle! So this 6 of us drenched by this rain at the bus stop outside 0.5km away from the barn T___T. Its super freezing T___T

Next stop, German Hahndorf, once we reached there, the German-like street warms our heart alittle, until we enter in this cozy restaurant! I missed the taste of FISH, so I ordered a plate of classic fish and chips, while some of them ordered prok chop and German sausages (beef) <.< that's why I cant eat!!!

My toy car haha =D
I can't get in T___T

Pinkish maple leaves!

See! colourful trees! That's the magic of Autumn! =D

I MISS MY FISH AND CHIPS!!!! T____T

Okay cheers! have to do my work le
My break has been fruitful, knowing what I've done till the end of the holiday.
Tata =D

Glenelg Beach Day

Hi everybody and everyone,

Monday 20th of April, since we haven't been to any exciting places for the last week, this week, we try to utilize our 1 week left Easter break to enjoy ourselves. So we came up with - "why not the beach?". WTH even in cold weather (nearing winter) we still decided to get the ocean breeze.

That morning, we walk to the tram station near our house and take it to the last stop, which is Glenelg Beach. =D

The bunch I went with =D

The tram we took, erm no, this is the tram last stop in Glenelg Beach. So yea, its the not the tram we took, but the second tram that stops here after ours =.= wtv

The first thing you'll see!

The second thing you'll see! Well, actually that big Nando's restaurant is the second thing you'll see, but camels are cute ok? xD

Despite the cold weather, Glenelg is definitely a tourist drawcard, some people are still swimming in that blister cold sea water!

SEAWEED!! You can tell how clean the water is!
Crystal Clear!

Me standing beside the beach =D

After inhaled a satisfactory fresh ocean breeze, we visit around the neighbourhood and saw this Bay Discovery Centre. Its like a museum where they exhibited many of Glenelg history.

There is this corner where they displayed many erm... how should I say, "old-fashion entertainment box, with motion pictures and moving cog wheel, where you see the pictures move in a small view whole" understand bo?=.="

Can't take pictures, cameras aren't allowed, so cannot show you guys >_<>

Recycled Art!
I mean masterpiece made from recyclable materials

Ferris wheel we saw when we pass by a miniature theme park!

*ayat pasif* wth - its cacated xD

The HMS Buffalo Ship
This is where we suppose to have our lunch, but its close on MONDAY!!

So we head back to the beach to eat NANDO'S =D

Holdfast Shore
beautiful marina view =D

Next we try searching for this Old Gum Tree
We walk the proclamation trail, after through many street and finally found it!
This super hightech PUBLIC toilet. Got music, sensor washing basin, sensor soap dispensor and the best part is - auto wash your butt after you bomb! COOL huh? xD

Ok, we didn't came this far for the toilet, but for this Old Gum Tree! yea I know, the toilets are more attractive! wth 8D


Last picture of Glenelg Beach once more xD
Would love to come back during the spring!

Cheers <3>

ps: went to Habour Town after the beach and guess what? I bought 2 polo-T for only $2 each xD

DELL-ing On The Way!

Hi,

Recently my VAIO laptop has been cranky, the sound it produce as I switch on my laptop it's like a monster growling in hunger. It's just spooky at times. What can I say, it has been with me since high school, my dad bought it for me, my very own and first laptop when I'm in my secondary 4. I guess it's useful life has reach it's tail! *pray its not* =.= It does not bothers me to change a brand new ones untill....

One day when I open the paper, I came across this DELL advertising leaflet with its best bargain laptops printed on the cover that caught my attention. Not a bad offer that comes with some of the lastest component and of course FREE-BEES... come on, everyones love a FREE-BEE!

When I analyse my future-to-be laptop into pros and cons, there is only one CON that bugs me because there's no other options for me to customise this! which it runs with WINDOWS VISTA!! O_O

Overall, I give it a 99% favs, and currently I'm patiently waiting for it to deliver at my doorstep. *the excitement - undescribale!* =D

Ugly word of the day:
VISTA

Attractive word of the day:
FREE-BEES

Cheers

<3